I'm
in a rut. Sort of. Only two and a half weeks into the quarter and I
can't wait for it to be over. I don't like my classes very much this
quarter. One of my classes is online and I'm completely disinterested in
it but I have to take it for my major (obviously, otherwise why would I be
taking it?) Anyway, this class has the most boring book - EVER - with the
smallest text imaginable. Every time I sit down to read a chapter,
I find myself nodding off. So I "technically" haven't read any of it
yet. I've completed my assignments with the least amount of effort
possible and so far, I still have 100% in the class. It's a little
disheartening, honestly. I barely try and I still get an A. So why
do I push myself so hard?
Oh I remember why.
Not to mention, graduation is closer than I ever thought possible. So close I can see it; almost touch it. There was a time, on that terrifying first day two and a half years ago, that graduation was a far off dream. Not even a goal, because I thought surely I would never make it past the first quarter. Yet here I am. Just a few more quarters to go and I will finally be out of this limbo and moving on with my life. I cannot wait to walk across that stage in my cap and gown. It makes me tingle just thinking about it! I can't wait to see what's next.
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